高墙天堂

冬天时，鱼被困在冰里，一条挨一条，就像家人一样。它们不是在冰里冬眠，不会在春天苏醒。它们不会活过来，不会再次呼吸、一如从前。它们已经死了。隔绝社会的少管所青少年迷茫无措、找不到生活的意义或前进的动力，只能抓住身边最近的关怀，为了这模糊的关怀与愤怒的宣泄而失去一切。他说：“I don’t remember much from when I was a kid. I remember walking by the lake with my mother.”

影片中男孩们优美的说唱：

BOY A：爱情是美丽的——

only failures, even my heart bleeds

一事无成，心如刀割

I’m a man, these tears I need to dry

男儿有泪不轻弹

Don’t know where they are

不知他们在何方

living only on salt

一直在被痛苦鞭挞

Let me taste the girl who gags men and their hate

那些让男人哑口无言的女孩，让我一亲芳泽吧，共享这仇恨的滋味

I don’t really know love, at the back of the class, I’m gloomy

静坐在后排，我沮丧，我一点都不懂爱

Behind my mask I hide in the crowd

于是我戴上面具，隐入人群

Call me mad, I don’t care

叫我疯子吧，我不在乎

I know you feel my pain

我知道你能感受到我的痛苦

Whatever I sow, I hope it grows

我希望我种下的因都能结果

BOY B（卷发主角）：沉默地活不如燃烧着死——

every day I wake up with the same question

每天我都带着同一个问题醒来

No answer to the same question

却找不到这问题的答案

What am I doing here?

我在这儿做什么

What am I doing here

我存在于此有何意义

My head is starting to flip bigtime

无数想法在我脑子里翻滚

It just comes out, I scream

告诉我答案吧，我叫嚷着

what am I doing here

what am I doing here

What’s normal? Normal is what?

At home, Ma tells me she’s tired, working all day

That’s what she says

Don’t address her or she’ll flip

“Shitty kid, just like his dad”

She doesn’t have time for my feelings

A dog’s life, bitch’s life, my ma’s sad

What’s normal anyway? The cage

Just walking makes you a suspect

ID check every 100 meters

Remember me? My papers?

Yeah, an Arab, born here

Don’t know who I am, where I’m going, but I’m mad

You inspect me, suspect me, I want you to respect me

You test me, detest me, so I contest

It’s growing in my chest, like a big balloon

getting bigger, bigger, bigger, bigger

One day it will explode

Don’t look surprised

Freaks you out too, think I’d get fucked over?

I remember it all! Scum! Arab! Parasite! Savage!

Scum! Arab! Parasite! Savage!

Flames outside but I’m burning inside, feeling alive

And it feels good, man!

A car, another, then a third, a fourth, can’t even count anymore

Yeah, it feels good, man!

Back home, Ma looks at me

Her eyes all red, she doesn’t say a word

I’m exploded, I walk past her, straight to bed

We never talked much anyway, we’re not about to start

I escaped the cage, escaped the protocol

Out of the fire, the fire, I swear

Nothing to lose, ‘cause I never had a thing

I don’t want much, just to not feel left out

Just fire, a word, a glance